today was pretty good.. i didnt flunk my finals.. tracy has a blog now.. HAHAHAHHA i find that funny... but i know all my "fans" wil be loyal and still read my blog! fa sho..haha...

i wonder if its possible to not hear apologies from people... i wish i wouldnt have to apologize myself.. but it's a habit. a habit i should try to change.. and i think i wil...In MY opinion, once you say sorry too many times, it wont mean anything when your apology is actually true and sincere... i apologize alot... but some people want to hear apologies.. so what am i to do? not apologize?.....For me..i dont want to hear it unless i know your sincere... i thought this way for soo long... but it never came up on one of my entries... i guess saying sorry.. like oh i cant go, sorry.. whatever its okay.. but somehow... I feel that it would soon get played out.. i want a new word for it... because sorry is being played out.. and it dont want it to be...i admit i use it alot too.. but not everyone agrees with me right? other ppl dont care about this at all..so i kinda gotta apologize.. or others would be angry with me... from now on... dont apologize to me.. unless you mean it.. because knowing that you dont even mean it would hurt more than no apology at all..