i am sick and tired of the damn holidays... i guess because i know i never do anything during the break and all my friends go places.. so i'm just like here.. doing nothing.. completely broke... shit no one knows how it is... cuz right now, i can't even ask my parents for money.. fucking have to pay for my braces.. shit... don't ask me to go shopping ever.. or i swear i'll kick yo ass.. keep tellin u that i am seriously broke.. but some stupid fux0rs keep forgetting cuz they have hella fucking money to blow... man i hate spoiled people.. so fucking selfish..

and no matter how happy i am.. its just for that moment.. i wish i could find lasting happiness