i just started to have a feeling of emptyness... something is missing... or there is something that i should do.. whatever it is, i don't like it. it's the worst feeling in the world... i don't know if i like him or not.. and i don't think i do.. cuz i feel nothing.. at all.. i don't feel like i can trust him.. which isnt good.. i trust zay alot more than i thought.. that boy should feel special.. i just feel like saying.. i love you eliza, kristie and zay.. heh...