I've decided to take a break from my I, Juan de Pareja essay. Today was surprisingly okay. I stay home and did homework. I was chatting mostly, but I did get some things done. I am very happy with my essay so far. I actually have ideas and I am able to piece my ideas together in a "intelligent" manner. I'll post my essay later.. hehe I want to show it off. I got alot of help from Luba though, so I must thank her for being my muse.

I started questioning my judgement lately... I can't believe I was really good friends with certian people that shall remain nameless... I see them as stupid pathetic people now. I hate to think that I was once as stupid and naive as they are now. I'd have to say, I am glad that I changed this year. I think I changed for the good. I am more mature and more intelligent.. or at least less naive.