LesLie
I think I'm going to change my template again. I like this white and gray one. It's really plain and simple.. somehow it reminds me of.. "in the shadows of darkness".. that phrase iono why.. I wrote about alot of personal family stuff.. Don't want to post it up for the world to read.. and telling you would take so much time.. and yea.. typing it makes it meaningless. I don't think I should have wrote the essay on that topic. I should have just used my first topic. Writing about it made me think back to everything that happened.. and I really couldn't take it. Do you remember that day I went to the back to work on the essay? I started talking to Dustin.. and like I told him some parts of it.. and I started crying. I don't think anyone but dustin saw me.. Which is good. Dustin can be a great guy.. he's nice when he knows it really means something to you.
".. do u get a feeling we're growing farther apart...i know that you've said that im "in your world" but then why do I not feel like it? i mean it's just like this feeling that i keep getting.... or maybe it's just me...... i dunno ...you dont even have to reply to this ...im just so confused right now… heh or maybe im just being selfish...um yeah...forget i sed anything but you could reply to this if you want.."
I don't have a feeling.. I know we are. And I'm not very surprised because i chose to distance myself from most of my friends. I don't know if anyone's in my world right now. Possibly Kristie.. because I spend so much time with her.. IOnO but like yea.. What made you think of that? I honestly don't know how I'm feeling right now. I want a hug right now.. heh..