Leslie....
what do you mean by what i said about jeremy and tony.. they tite and everythin but it's not like im hekka close with them... me and tony have our problems.. jeremy is just a hottie yuh kno.. and like yea.. no matter what.. when you get home... and your by yourself... you get to thinkin about everything in your life.. no matter how happy i try to be... theres still something missing. not necessarily a physical thing.. could even be spiritual. but nothing feels right anymore. i don't really expect you to understand.. no one really does. so that's why i don't even bother tryin to get support from anyone. shizz i'm better off juss handlin everythin on my own. but i'm not complaining. just because no one ever notices when somethings wrong.. no one ever asks me. when they do they don't even sound genuine. everyone has their own thing so i'll let them deal wit their own shit. you know what.. happiness and laughter relate.. but just because i'm laughin all the time doesnt mean i'm happy. i've beeen thinkin.. and i'm just letting hella bullshit go. i'm lettin people get away with hella shit now. and if you guys think it's wrong then screw you. you guys are never in my position. do you guys even feel and ounce of the burden put upon me each and everyday. don't just think that all my stupid drama shit is it. that's just the beginning. none of those things count until somethin major happens and that adds to it. leslie.. lets just stop blogging to each other.. we gotz nothin to say anyway... and it doesnt seem like it's helpin...