m00d// i'm so angry and depressed that i'm shaking
music// avant- get away
th0ughts// this feeling is so as;lkdfjl;askjdfl;kasjf;laksjdf;lakjfsd. i hate it.. being betrayed.. iono if that's the case, but it's so hard to trust anyone anymore. at times like these.. i want someone to be there.. i was actually considering calling up gary and make him walk around with me or something...

when i get caught for something i did.. it's one thing.. but when i say something and they twist my words and frame me for doin something.. thats another thing. i did not call anyone a ho. ya'll should know that tammie is my sister. i would never fuck her over like that. hater nation.. so many people are apart of it.. probably even me. when the hell are we gonna stop hating? fuck all you fakes out there. fuck all you bitches. fuck all you people that lie.. fuck you world. what the hell did i do you to? why you always gotta fuck me over like this. i already realized you hated me in the 7th grade, but it seems like you are fucking me over more and more as i get older. is this what growing up is all about? if it is.. then i don't want to grow up.. i want to be a kid again.. when everyone was so carefree... ---nostalgia---