oh great news everyone!! my aunt and uncle are blaming me for somehow putting my grandpa in the hospital.. stupid bitches. My grandpa came that day that i was sick.. my grandma went to her doctors appointment or whatever, and no one else was home. When I heard the doorbell ring i was like damn.. and i walked outside.. which was actually pretty hard for me to do since i was like dead.. i see my grandpa through the window... and at that point i'm so tired that i'm sitting by the window.. i yell out to him that i'm sick and i'll get him sick too so he said okay and left.. i guess he didnt hear me because when he got home, he got sick too or something and he told my aunt and uncle that i never wanted to see him again and that i wouldnt let him into the house.. eliza.. can i hate my aunt and uncle any more than i did?? i didnt think so, but i do now.. and my grandpa... man honestly, he was a better person when my grandma was still around.. (i really hate to say that.. but i know my parents would agree.. but maybe i words were too harsh). these days, my grandpa is really trippy in the head and makes up so much bullshit. I wish my grandma was still here.. she would be taking care of me right now.. she was the nicest.. i remember when she and my grandpa would come to our house and take me and henry to chinese school.. and then they would buy us some junk food even though my mom told them not to.. my grandma had a major sweettooth.. so she later got diabetes.. we suspect thats part of the reason why she didnt quite make it through... anyway.. she was the best.. because she wasn't like one of those grandmas that only knew chinese and went to chinatown and was all mean.. she wanted me to teach her english! everytime i was over there, she'd ask me to teach her a few words.. it was so kool.. it's really weird, because as i grew up.. i didnt want to go over to their house as much.. but now that she's gone.. i hate myself for not going over there more.. and getting to know her better... as i am typing all of this.. i can't help but tear a little...