note to self.. read this when i have kids

i am uber seksy: wasup
cLoN3 HiGh: Chattin, yourself?
i am uber seksy: blogging
cLoN3 HiGh: Yup yup I will too.
i am uber seksy: you know what i don't get...
i am uber seksy: how your parents were once your age, but yet they still don't understand that we come with alot more emotional baggage than they think
cLoN3 HiGh: I think they do get that but don't know how to deal with it.
i am uber seksy: i don't get how they can forget their teenage years
i am uber seksy: i sure hope i don't
cLoN3 HiGh: No seriously think about it Anna.
cLoN3 HiGh: Think outside.
cLoN3 HiGh: Like you said with a friend.
cLoN3 HiGh: When there in a bad mood.
cLoN3 HiGh: You don't charge in and say wtf is going on?
cLoN3 HiGh: You must stay away...
cLoN3 HiGh: You gotta understand that..
i am uber seksy: thats not what i said
i am uber seksy: i said why don't they understand
i am uber seksy: they always barge in
i am uber seksy: in the wrong times
cLoN3 HiGh: They don't get it because they don't know what to do..
cLoN3 HiGh: It's like 2 ways..
i am uber seksy: that's bullshit though
i am uber seksy: they were our age once
cLoN3 HiGh: So, times have changed anna..
i am uber seksy: and i know you can't forget ur teenage years
cLoN3 HiGh: Anna times have changed..
cLoN3 HiGh: Seriously..
i am uber seksy: but all through life, i know that kids went through emotional rollercoasters
cLoN3 HiGh: But anna..
i am uber seksy: it's the damn truth
cLoN3 HiGh: in the 70's they didn't have what we have..
i am uber seksy: things haven't changed that much
cLoN3 HiGh: haha they have anna they have...
cLoN3 HiGh: Since 1970..
cLoN3 HiGh: There have been over 50 wars..
i am uber seksy: but kids still don't change
cLoN3 HiGh: US has lost 100 billion dollars sense
i am uber seksy: the way we grow up
cLoN3 HiGh: Hookers have gone up..
i am uber seksy: the way teenagers are emotionally unstable
i am uber seksy: that won't change
i am uber seksy: because it's hormonal
cLoN3 HiGh: Do you realize that your answering your own damn question?
i am uber seksy: i'm not
cLoN3 HiGh: Yes you are.
cLoN3 HiGh: You said why do they barge in at wrong times..
i am uber seksy: no.. i'm not
i am uber seksy: noo
cLoN3 HiGh: BECAUSE WERE FUCKING UNSTABLE
i am uber seksy: i asked why parents don't understand that we come with more emotional baggage
cLoN3 HiGh: Ah..
i am uber seksy: that was my first question homey
cLoN3 HiGh: Oh..
cLoN3 HiGh: Well they don't know as much about us as they want..
i am uber seksy: they don't get it at all
cLoN3 HiGh: See...
i am uber seksy: it's like they weren't sad ever
i am uber seksy: durin the teen years
cLoN3 HiGh: They were..
i am uber seksy: exactly
cLoN3 HiGh: Vietnam war..
i am uber seksy: then how come they don't remember it at all?
i am uber seksy: how come they don't think about tha
i am uber seksy: that*
i am uber seksy: and think that we might feel the same
cLoN3 HiGh: Because they don't want to put it on us..
i am uber seksy: wtf u talkin about
cLoN3 HiGh: They want your life to be as simple as possible..
i am uber seksy: oh so that means that they have to pretend like you don't have feelings?
cLoN3 HiGh: No..
cLoN3 HiGh: They want to make your life happy..
i am uber seksy: you're not gettin me homey
cLoN3 HiGh: AHHH
cLoN3 HiGh: DAMNIT ANNA
cLoN3 HiGh: Ok
i am uber seksy: haha
cLoN3 HiGh: This is what im saying..
i am uber seksy: i'm not talkin about the fucking war!
cLoN3 HiGh: the war..
cLoN3 HiGh: oh...
i am uber seksy: sheeze
cLoN3 HiGh: Well it passes by them..
cLoN3 HiGh: They don't think about it...
i am uber seksy: no shit
cLoN3 HiGh: Just like 9/11
i am uber seksy: omg
cLoN3 HiGh: I don't think about it..
i am uber seksy: you just changin the whole subject
i am uber seksy: haha
cLoN3 HiGh: I don't care...
cLoN3 HiGh: My life my way..
i am uber seksy: haha
cLoN3 HiGh: I do care but i can't do anything..
i am uber seksy: you have no idea wtf u talkin about
cLoN3 HiGh: YES I DO...
i am uber seksy: haha
cLoN3 HiGh: Damnit anna..
i am uber seksy: sheeze alec
cLoN3 HiGh: Don't question me here..
cLoN3 HiGh: Wtf?
cLoN3 HiGh: where you get this subject from?
cLoN3 HiGh: Teen Depression Magazine?
i am uber seksy: no
i am uber seksy: it's the fuckin truth that your parents don't get you
i am uber seksy: and i simply asked why you thought it was so
i am uber seksy: and i said that they probably went through similar things emotionally
i am uber seksy: but it's like they forgot...
cLoN3 HiGh: Ok Anna..
i am uber seksy: stop sayin my name gah damn it
i am uber seksy: makin me feel like u think i'ma little kid
cLoN3 HiGh: if you want to know my opinion you cannot CANNOT interupt..
cLoN3 HiGh: This is my opinion
cLoN3 HiGh: They don't get us..
cLoN3 HiGh: Because we do not divulge what we do..
cLoN3 HiGh: I do not..
cLoN3 HiGh: I don't tell em everything they do..
cLoN3 HiGh: So all they know is all they tell us..
cLoN3 HiGh: *we tell em
cLoN3 HiGh: I don't tell my parents all that much..
cLoN3 HiGh: So it's like a friend
cLoN3 HiGh: you want to no the situation..
cLoN3 HiGh: but they don't want to say it..
cLoN3 HiGh: there in that mood..
cLoN3 HiGh: Now i have a question for you..
cLoN3 HiGh: Do you tell your parents what you do all the time?
cLoN3 HiGh: What your mood is?
cLoN3 HiGh: How your feeling?
cLoN3 HiGh: Who you like?
cLoN3 HiGh: What's up?
cLoN3 HiGh: Now you may talk..
i am uber seksy: they basically tell me to concentrate on school only, be happy, and not have a life
i am uber seksy: but the thing is... my parents aren't white
i am uber seksy: they expect me to get 4.0
i am uber seksy: they expect me to be perfect for them
cLoN3 HiGh: Anna your not answering my question..
i am uber seksy: i did
cLoN3 HiGh: How?
i am uber seksy: i said what they do tell me to do
i am uber seksy: and if i didnt state the things u said
i am uber seksy: then thats a no
cLoN3 HiGh: EXACTLY
i am uber seksy: then continue with your point
cLoN3 HiGh: It's not a point
cLoN3 HiGh: It's a question..
cLoN3 HiGh: DO YOU TELL YOUR PARENT'S WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOUR LIFE?
i am uber seksy: i actually do
i am uber seksy: but they don't listen to it
i am uber seksy: heh
i am uber seksy: i'm not like most kids alec
i am uber seksy: i tried to tell my parents how i feel and shit
cLoN3 HiGh: I know that..
cLoN3 HiGh: Your the most adult person i know..
i am uber seksy: but they said i'm stupid for feelin that way
cLoN3 HiGh: Hmm..
i am uber seksy: and i'm too young to have those types of feelings
i am uber seksy: heh'
cLoN3 HiGh: Well then that's different..
i am uber seksy: too young to be sad for no apparent reason
i am uber seksy: i said to them one time that.. i had hella problems with friends
cLoN3 HiGh: Well if you don't want to get sad don't get near them..
cLoN3 HiGh: Just stay away..
i am uber seksy: and they simply said that i shouldn't be friends with them
cLoN3 HiGh: Plain in simple "UberSesky" i have no answer for you question..
cLoN3 HiGh: There is no question..
cLoN3 HiGh: Until i'm an adult..
i am uber seksy: i'ma save this convo..
i am uber seksy: read it in the future
i am uber seksy: when i'm an adult
i am uber seksy: then we'll see..