I haven't done anything lately that is of any importance.. at least to me, so that is the reason for my lack of blog entries. I don't really know what's on my mind because everything is just a mess to me. It's not like I'm having a shitty day or anything, hekk self scheduling wasn't even as bad as I thought it would be. With that said however, I didn't get Beck for world lit and I hear she's nice, good, and easy. Daffner is supposed to be easy, but a horrible teacher. We'll see what happens eh? My schedule doesn't have room for lunch, and for some reason, I find that extremely funny. Maybe I'm trying to comfort myself by laughing, but hell I don't care. School will be a very lonesome experience for me since I don't have off mods with anyone. That means I should probably be able to get some work done. I really want to work hard this semester, but we all know I won't, so I'm not gonna go lie to myself.

Come to think of it, nothing really matters to me anymore. I DO care about things, but if something goes wrong, I can probably brush it off, as long as I know I tried my hardest to make things work. I don't know, I don't know what I'm feeling and this "feeling" is the worse feeling in the world. It doesn't make sense because I don't want to go to school, but I also don't want to stay home, or go out. I just don't want to do ANYTHING anymore. See, this entry was pointless and all over the place. Why did I even try to explain my current feelings.

and GOOD BYE until I.. well iono

GOOD NEWS. I HAVE A LUNCH. WOOHOO