Thursday, May 27, 2004

What comes around goes around

For the last grading period, I've been just not studying or doing homework for Chinese class, which now totally bites me in the ass. Before, Chinese was very easy and I never studied much. Now, after never paying attention this trimester, I realize that doing homework and paying attention actually allowed me to not study much for tests and breeze through it all. Now I'm sitting here, having previously studied for two hours, feeling shitty and unprepared for my last geometry test before the final, and the beginning of four days of finals for Chinese class. I wouldn't be here typing if my finger wasn't all swollen from over two consecutive hours of writing numbers and chinese characters.

In a whole other subject, I had a fairly shitty day today, which made a slight turn towards the end, and then elevated to beyond shitty. School was okay, I didn't have homework type stuff, and class was just nothing. After Chinese class though, I felt unconfident about the finals for that class because there is so much confusion about which days we're testing about what. My stupid ass class is too loud and they come so late that my teacher doesn't start class early enough. So instead of having only 40 minutes a day to learn a language, we have about 30 max, and that's only on a GOOD day. After school I was just feeling indifferent about everything and anyone around me. I played cards as usual, and even when I lost I was just sitting there not saying anything until something pushed me off the edge. I swear man, I was slower than usual in Spit.. So freaking sad. Then came Chinese club and when Lucy, Leslie, and I got into the room 219 for the club, the room was packed with people I probably never even saw in the club more than once. It was loaded with people at first, and then after all the food was gone, everyone left. I swear, people only came to club for the food and to get their freaking papers signed. Bastards never do jack shit for the club and they get credit and eat my well deserved food!? FUCKERS. I worked the WHOLE time at the last fundraising project during Kermesse, and I don't even get a damn spring roll. That.. uh situation only added on to my indifference turning into anger. But after everyone left.. and by the way, it wasn't even four o clock yet, meaning club was only half way through, and everyone was gone. Anyway, we discussed some ways we could keep the real club memembers and kick out the bastards who do their homework and still get credit for "participating in club." We will dominate. Lucy has some great ideas for fundraising.. DOMINATION WILL SOON BE ACHIEVED. Puhahahaha. Okay study time once again.

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