Almost Rock Bottom

And I am a butterfly but you wouldn't let me die
It's me and the moon she says
But what do you say we go for a ride
What do you say we get high
But I'm so tired of days that feel like the night
--- Something Corporate- Me and the Moon

My cd player is now broken. I'm a fucking maniac for obsessing and bitching about it so much, but if you don't get why I'm so upset, you just don't know how much my life needs that damn cd player. If you don't know, then I'm not going to bother to explain.

I don't want to remember what happened in the future, so I'm not going to rat this person out on the internet anyway. For my own peace of mind, I must remember that I was not angry at the person for what they did, because it was an honest accident. What's done is done, and I'm not going to be one of those bitches who makes a big deal out of it to the person and make them pay for their damages. Material possession, thats all..

Honestly though, I don't know how I'm going to survive my day at school today without it. But I guess maybe I can talk to people? hah. I have so much homework left to do it's not even funny. After Chinese Club, I think I'm going to pass out. I must make time to each some food 2m..

Good news is that National Coming Out day is coming up! OCTOBER 12 YOU GUYS!! I'm so excited that we're doing stuff this year. Jack and I are going to re do the bulletin board for GSA too. HEHEEHEHE.

I am desparately looking forward to this weekend. Hurry and come faster. *passes out*