I don't know when I turned into some emotional ass bitch, but I don't like this. What the fuck happened to me? I used to be so much stronger than this. Who the fuck broke down my shield? Whoever you are, you suck ass.

Do you guys remember the days when we all hung out in the breeze way? Like 30 something of us all sitting next to each other huddling for warmth. 30 something of all sharing our food with each other. I still remember how Suvu smells. *sigh* :] I remember the handshake Tracy and I used to do all the time. Good stuff. And I remember how Nicole would try to take Tracy away and do their handshake. HAHAHA. OMG do you remember when Nicole and Kristen were like "going out?" We all tried to get a piece of that Nicole. LOL. The days when we stalked Dustin. HAHAHAHA. SAKI! TRACY, CJ, AND KRISTIE. DO YOU REMEMBER OUR SAKI DAYS?! Back then, we used to write so many letters to each other, and we saw each other everyday! Now that don't see everyone everyday, we don't write, or talk. I can't really comprehend that. Why do we do it? I'm guilty of not keeping in touch. I can't say school is the excuse because I should always make time for my girls and boys. My homeys. I need to get my priorities straight. Bonnie Chu. -_- I miss her so much. I need her smile to brighten my day every day. God. I don't know if anyone now compares to them. "No one else comes close to you" from that bsb song. DAH. I miss it