shorter one... dun wanna take everyone down wit me cuz of how i feel..
today.. gary came to pms...it was nice to see him.. heh.. but i didnt get ta talk to him... =/ oh its kewl.. dang... sam is soo in love wit tammie.. he was jealous of tammie and gary flirting.. man i feel so bad for him.. i kno exactly how he feels... he sed.. if i kick is ass will you get mad at me? hahhahha so funny... hmm i still feel... i dunno how to find words to describe it... i still feel the way i do about my brother and everythin... i'm still scared of them leaving me.. and i think need to talk to someone about that... heh.. the spot is open people! *hint* eliza gary amanda kristie...hehe... seeing people like cj upset totally takes your mood down too.. cjoy never shows that shes upset.. i feel bad for her..and well.. i guess none of us can hold our feelings in anymore... i'm afraid i'ma go off on someone and smack the crap outta them... cuz today... iono why.. but outta no where i smacked cjoy.. i felt soo bad.. i'm sorry cjoy! i love yah! man.. i feel like shit today.. stupid fuckers got me sick too.. i am so not in the mood for school.. shit.. my teachers ken go to hell... ughh.. well except for casserly.. cuz shes the besterest.. and probst..... man.. i dun wanna worry everyone wit my problems so i wont write anything today...