i would not have forgiven myself if I had acted all hyper and happy today along with everyone else. I won't name names but two of my "friends" were making racial slurs today and they were getting kicks out of making fun of people. I use quotations because I am too ashamed of them to even call them my friends right now. UGH.. I hate it when people make fun of hks! I mess around once in a while but it's just with Johnson. Shit these people are out in the streets yelling out loud to grown people that it's America not Hong Kong! Speak better english. DAMN wtf is that. I can't believe I know such ignorant people. I swear Asians should stick together and not separate ourselves from each other and insult one another. Hmm.. Why is it that people, probably including me at times, always judge people that seem "different" in our eyes? I have honestly made an effort to stop making fun of people that I don't know. You can't judge a book by it's cover. Also, do you people who dislike haters realize that you are haters also? Not just because you "dislike" haters, but also that you are probably just as judgemental as them. I am ashamed in myself but at least I recognize my mistakes unlike many people I know. Today, I make a vow to be more open minded and less judgemental. I plan on keeping that vow too...