no one gets it. i don't want no fucking pitty. I don't need that shit. I just need people there for me. scott. damn i just ruined the frenship but you know what he didnt understand. he didnt get what i was sayin. so is there even a point to try to make things right again? fuck it. he said that. and guess what. fuck it fuck our so called friendship damn mutherfucker didnt understand. did anyone get it when i said i dont want to get apologized to? NO shit everyone juss stop apologizing to me. because a few months ago, your apology didnt make any difference. if you were truly sorry then why would you leave me alone and not be there for me. why would you desert me? because you are not truly sorry. that is the answer. and now i've finally been taking apologies seriously and once a fucking gen i am just screwed over. is this shit ever worth it? is it? is it really? everyone says life is worth living but why the fuck do we have to go through so much shit? it makes it seem like life isnt worth it