Saturday, February 22, 2003

my perspective of middle school..

-[[ sixth grade ]]-
it was by far, the best year i've had a middle school. nothing compared to it. like tracy said.. i was just as young and carefree as she was. i laughed at everything with her. I came into Presidio with a few friends whom i still have contact with. But I also built many stronger relationships with a few wonderful people. School was pretty easy for me. Straight 4.0s all through i think.. or at least for the semesters.

-[[ seventh grade ]]-
it wasn't a bad year.. but thats the year where i found truth.. or something close to it. it was that year that i realized life wasn't at all fair. and that some teachers just didn't like me. i learned to love and appreciate music and i fell in love with orchestra. it was such a bitter sweet year because my music teacher ms ivry was going to work towards her dream of being in a band. and i was very happy for her, but at the same time, i was losing my favorite music teacher. ms shankel also left.. she was the koolest teacher ever. I made many new friends that year and i got even closer to a few people who i was already friends with. the down side.. i lost touch with many of the people i was friends with in the 6th grade.

-[[ eighth grade ]]-
this year is not yet over. but it feels like it's pass really fast.. but slow at the same time. doesn't make sense right? let me explain. it feels like we've only been in school for a few months.. but we are more than half way through the year. school passed really quickly in that sense.. but everything that happened this year is just down right bad. all that stupid drama made this year feel like a drag. 8th grade is supposed to be our best year. if thats so, then why do i despise this year more than any other year in middle school? this year.. i yern for the past like i was starving for food except in this case it was for good and happy memories. no matter how hard i try to bring back the happiness.. something so als;dfjals;kdjf alsdfjk can drown out all the happy memories in my head. and that leaves me feeling alone.. sad.. angry.. and lost.

can someone bring back the world which i had loved ever so much? bring back the happiness.. and the naiveness i had once felt grasp upon as a 6th grader?

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