Alright, once again I've been thinking about school.. And how we'll be leaving middle school behind and along with that our friends. I feel very attached to this familiar place and I dread highschool. New school, new people, everything would be different. Almost no one I know will be attending Lowell so I have a feeling I'll be a loner most of the time. With all those scary things ahead of me, I can't help but feel relieved that I'm finally leaving the hell hole called Middle School. Middle School is filled with little bopper drama. These little kids backstabing one another just for their popularity status and of course, BOYS. I can't tell the world how many times girls fight other girls just for one stupid ass guy. I'm not saying I don't do it too, but I wouldn't say I fight over a male. I can get extremely jealous but that's about it. There are also these girls who use propaganda to make everything in their lives seem super shitty. They always say they are depressed and heartbroken. I have NEVER said that I was heartbroken, but in a few cases I've said I was a bit depressed. Those two words are to be used in extreme cases. Don't EVER come up to me and say you are depressed with a smile on your damn face. If you are smiling and laughing all the time, you can't be totally depressed. Another factor to consider is that most people suffering from chronic depression wouldn't admit that they are depressed. They try to deny those things. And because they deny it, they get from little to no attention that they desprately need. I believe that's why they become suicidal. What I stated above is of course, not every case, and probably not even totally true, however, depression is really serious and not something you can get over *snap* just like that. As usual, I've gotten off topic, so lets see where I left off. Back to girls and drama. I honestly think that puberty is hard enough to deal with having guys around, but shouldn't girls stick together? We shouldn't be backstabing each other left and right. Support each other! Those are only a portion of the middle school things that bug the fuck out of me. There is a LONG ass list. My point is that most of the people I've met here probably won't even say hi to me when I see them out in the streets. That thought hurt me at first, but then I realized that I might be the same. I value a select few friends whom I've made, but there are more than 4 handfuls of people who I want to run away fromd and never see again. That actually bugged me at first, but I've come to accept life. Just deal with the shit put in front of me.