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I swear to freaking my ass that today was the worse day I've had at Lowell so far. I haven't given the step by step details in my life lately and I feel like it now.
I woke up later than I wanted to.. I had a big Chinese test today. So of course, I wanted to wake up early to study. But apparently, I turned off my alarm and went back to sleep. I woke up at 6:45 from my mother getting me out of bed. I didn't even have time to shower, but I didn't do anything the day before, so I wasn't dirty or anything. My hair looked really good though.. Like it wasn't too dry or oily. haha But anyway! I was relatively happy even though I was a bit rushed this morning. Gym was really fun but tiring at the same time. We played frisbee golf and we did a shitload of running. We came in like third or something.. But we would have came in second if the damn wind didnt blow our fribee into the tennis courts that were LOCKED. I went to bio and studied for Chinese a bit I guess.. I can't really remember what I was doing, but I participated in class quite a bit. I was cool after Bio. Went to Reg where HELLA people were reg running. I asked Chris to reg run for GSA, but that dumbass wouldn't even do ONE fucking room by himself. It pissed me off. I want to beat his arrogant ass so badly. I said to him.. I need to study for my Chinese test for a while. Theres only one reg left so can you do it. He says I have tests too. Don't we all have tests. And I say.. well you don't fucking study in reg do you? Why can't you just do it? And he says we still have more time.. We can do it when you don't have tests. O_O wtf is that.. ONE FUCKING REG. IT WAS HIS TURN ANYWAY. I went into world lit a bit wired but still relatively happy. And it just went down fucking hill from there. Daffner accused this girl in my group.. Shaina of getting something off the internet and giving it to another group memeber to say. But the truth is that she wrote it. And I saw her write it. Me and this other dude tyrone were there helping her and working on the damn thing! But I knew that if we said it, then it would have made things even worse for Shaina and I didn't want to do that. So heres what she did that pissed me off. 1. This guy named Seth didn't come to school for three days and he didn't talk to us about the project at all. He didn't do anything actually.. ANd when he reads his part out, Daffner says that it was great and he doesn't even have to finish his part because its soo good. And guess what? SHAINA WROTE THE WHOLE THING. And Daffner asked if Seth did it himself and he said yes. I don't blame him for that cuz we all took credit for her work more or less. Then this guy named Tim reads out his narration for his part. Which Shaina also wrote. And Daffner did not believe that Tim wrote it. ANd he didn't, obviously. So he was honest.. or half honest and said that Shaina helped him with that. Daffner accused both of them of getting that excerpt off the internet. And called it a load of crap. And i KNOW that she only said that because she thought those two did it.. If it was seth, she would have only praised him. WHAT A BITCH. And she makes Shaina try to prove that she wrote it by saying show me one of your essays. Note that we've only had two essays in daffners class. And she didn't even return one of them. So where the fuck is shaina supposed to get proof. THe only thing she had was an essay for da rosa.. which isnt supposed to be in essay form cuz da rosa told us not to do it like that. And shaina said.. oh but this is really bad because i only spent 30 minutes on it and something something. And fucking daffner has the nerve to say.. "well I bet thats how your writing normally is" She made shaina like.. red as hell and start tearing. jst seeing that pissed me off.. shes like the sweetest girl in the world and like.. we all took credit for her work and she get blamed for this kinda BULLSHIT?! I was also really angry from it all.. i was pissed at seth for not being here and being loved by daffner so much i was just angry period. and I started to tear. Class finally ended and I just walked up to the court yard with my friend nicole and i bitched to her. it was nice that she listened and everything but it wasn't the same. I went to kelley and i bitched some more. and i started to remember how in 8th grade.. I threw a tantrum or something.. and like well heres how it went.. I was upset. I threw a pack of 50 color pencils on the floor and a pack of markers. It all scattered everywhere. i just sat down and started crying. and shannon and cj picked it up for me. comforted me and everything. ANd when I thought of that I really started to tear and well up.. but I didnt want alla them to like see me crying so i just held it in. and yelled and this guy tom pissed me off. Not even going to go into that because my hand is tired. but yeah everything was just shitty. Im so like angry again that I dont want to continue typing.
I swear to freaking my ass that today was the worse day I've had at Lowell so far. I haven't given the step by step details in my life lately and I feel like it now.
I woke up later than I wanted to.. I had a big Chinese test today. So of course, I wanted to wake up early to study. But apparently, I turned off my alarm and went back to sleep. I woke up at 6:45 from my mother getting me out of bed. I didn't even have time to shower, but I didn't do anything the day before, so I wasn't dirty or anything. My hair looked really good though.. Like it wasn't too dry or oily. haha But anyway! I was relatively happy even though I was a bit rushed this morning. Gym was really fun but tiring at the same time. We played frisbee golf and we did a shitload of running. We came in like third or something.. But we would have came in second if the damn wind didnt blow our fribee into the tennis courts that were LOCKED. I went to bio and studied for Chinese a bit I guess.. I can't really remember what I was doing, but I participated in class quite a bit. I was cool after Bio. Went to Reg where HELLA people were reg running. I asked Chris to reg run for GSA, but that dumbass wouldn't even do ONE fucking room by himself. It pissed me off. I want to beat his arrogant ass so badly. I said to him.. I need to study for my Chinese test for a while. Theres only one reg left so can you do it. He says I have tests too. Don't we all have tests. And I say.. well you don't fucking study in reg do you? Why can't you just do it? And he says we still have more time.. We can do it when you don't have tests. O_O wtf is that.. ONE FUCKING REG. IT WAS HIS TURN ANYWAY. I went into world lit a bit wired but still relatively happy. And it just went down fucking hill from there. Daffner accused this girl in my group.. Shaina of getting something off the internet and giving it to another group memeber to say. But the truth is that she wrote it. And I saw her write it. Me and this other dude tyrone were there helping her and working on the damn thing! But I knew that if we said it, then it would have made things even worse for Shaina and I didn't want to do that. So heres what she did that pissed me off. 1. This guy named Seth didn't come to school for three days and he didn't talk to us about the project at all. He didn't do anything actually.. ANd when he reads his part out, Daffner says that it was great and he doesn't even have to finish his part because its soo good. And guess what? SHAINA WROTE THE WHOLE THING. And Daffner asked if Seth did it himself and he said yes. I don't blame him for that cuz we all took credit for her work more or less. Then this guy named Tim reads out his narration for his part. Which Shaina also wrote. And Daffner did not believe that Tim wrote it. ANd he didn't, obviously. So he was honest.. or half honest and said that Shaina helped him with that. Daffner accused both of them of getting that excerpt off the internet. And called it a load of crap. And i KNOW that she only said that because she thought those two did it.. If it was seth, she would have only praised him. WHAT A BITCH. And she makes Shaina try to prove that she wrote it by saying show me one of your essays. Note that we've only had two essays in daffners class. And she didn't even return one of them. So where the fuck is shaina supposed to get proof. THe only thing she had was an essay for da rosa.. which isnt supposed to be in essay form cuz da rosa told us not to do it like that. And shaina said.. oh but this is really bad because i only spent 30 minutes on it and something something. And fucking daffner has the nerve to say.. "well I bet thats how your writing normally is" She made shaina like.. red as hell and start tearing. jst seeing that pissed me off.. shes like the sweetest girl in the world and like.. we all took credit for her work and she get blamed for this kinda BULLSHIT?! I was also really angry from it all.. i was pissed at seth for not being here and being loved by daffner so much i was just angry period. and I started to tear. Class finally ended and I just walked up to the court yard with my friend nicole and i bitched to her. it was nice that she listened and everything but it wasn't the same. I went to kelley and i bitched some more. and i started to remember how in 8th grade.. I threw a tantrum or something.. and like well heres how it went.. I was upset. I threw a pack of 50 color pencils on the floor and a pack of markers. It all scattered everywhere. i just sat down and started crying. and shannon and cj picked it up for me. comforted me and everything. ANd when I thought of that I really started to tear and well up.. but I didnt want alla them to like see me crying so i just held it in. and yelled and this guy tom pissed me off. Not even going to go into that because my hand is tired. but yeah everything was just shitty. Im so like angry again that I dont want to continue typing.
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