downfall

I had a talk with my friend Ann today and she said something that I will try to base my actions on. The key to patience is acceptance. I am SO damn against the beliefs of the people at school.. and the people I hang out with, but I must learn how to accept it. I'm going to go through hell trying, but I will do it.

And I learned from this year, that standing up for what you believe in has no profound affect on anyone. And by standing up for what you believe in, you'll probably come off as a bitch, and even though it's worth it sometimes, I get so tired of it. Everyone thinks that I am all about yelling at people and that I think its fun to do that. It's the same as saying, I love it that people think I am a bitch and they're scared of me. I really just feel alone right now.