In the Catcher in the Rye, the main character, Holden is told to get psychoanalyzed. Shit I need to fucking get some like therapy or whatever. I'm driving myself insane right now. I have so many fucked up thoughts in my head that I'm too scared to even admit to myself I'm feeling.

I want to get the fuck away from everything and everyone that has to do with lowell, and just go hide in a corner. I'm so fucking tired I want to cry. a;lskfja;lskfj