I don't think any of this is real..

One thing that I learned from the Da Vinci Code that I will always remember.. Well it's more like something I feel more confident in believing after reading it in a book.. is that all religions are fabricated by humans, and all religions are stolen from each other. It's not really about how true the story of each religion is.. Religion gives people hope and something to believe in. People who try to prove that religion does not exist are the people who have nothing to believe in.. so their religion has become trying to prove a religion to be false.

All we need to survive is faith. I said last year that I wanted to find a religion I could follow. It seems that year after year, I fail to find one.

Do you ever get the feeling that you're talking to someone, but they're not really there? Their mind is in a whole other place.. and you just want them to focus back to reality, so that you know they're okay, and that they realize that you exist too.

I'm chasing after the wrong things.

One thing I'll also never understand is why I get no feedback on my blog ever. THIS is what I care about, not my stupid xanga with pictures. That's just like for communicating with people I can't usually communicate with. TELL ME WHAT THE HELL YOU THINK PEOPLE. Life is getting pretty boring here, so I have a lot of time to ponder random ideas.