I'm willing to admit that my biggest flaw is the way I interpret another person's words. I always over think someone else's words. A "heh" makes me feel unworthy. For some reason, I feel that the word "heh" has negative connotation, so my confidence goes way down when someone says that in response to something I say. It's distracting. I always have to analyze myself after someone does that to me. It's not like they know what they're doing though, so how can I blame them.

Also, "ok" has a negative connotation in my book. However, "okay" is perfectly fine. I don't think there's a difference in the meaning of the two words, but seeing "ok" makes my insides churn. I hate that word. That word just single-handedly ruined my concentration and motivation. I'm such a mess right now. I set really high standards that I know no one can ever meet, yet I'm disappointed when those standards aren't met. I want someone to notice when my moods flucuate without my having to tell them how I feel. That's what I want. But we live in a world where everyone, including myself, is self-involved. No one can ever give someone else all their attention. eh. Wasted so much time. I'm disappointed in myself.