After a decent GSA meeting today, I sat in front of the school waiting for my dad to pick me up. One of the GSA members walks pass me and his friends ask if he just came from a club. He slept on the floor for most of the meeting today, so I jokingly said, well it doesn't really count that you're there if you slept the whole time. He turned in my direction, face all red and serious and said to me, "I didn't sleep at all okay?" The details of the rest of the conversation have already been repressed, but it was not a pleasant experience. Normally, this person is very pleasant and cheerful, and on any normal day, he would have laughed with me. I honestly don't think that his lashing out on me was justified, but at the same time, I'd like the same forgiveness if was in the same position as he was. However, I don't lash out on acquaintances because I feel that that would make any future relationship with that person impossible.

My point is that I felt like crying after he lashed out on me. I'm angry at myself for caring, but I'm glad this happened because it just showed me that I won't have much of a social life to miss after I graduate next year.

I got Karen to go talk to Schwarz about AP Gov and AP Econ toady. I know I totally hogged their talking time, which I am really sorry for Karen. I've decided to take Gov and Econ. Another year with two social sciences! o_O I hope I'm making the right decision. Next year, I won't be taking a science class. Damn I want physio!

Tam said that I should try to have fun next year. I straight up laughed at him and he looked at me like o_O;; I told them I was planning to take four APs and they both seemed to choke at what I said. AHH. At least I'm capping myself at four APs unlike most people!

Course request sheets are due on Friday, and after that, I'm sure I'll be blogging about my regrets.

I don't want next year to be a repeat of this year.

Schwarz says take AP Econ, so I'm taking AP Econ. good job.

It's strange, but I'm having second thoughts about AP Chinese... o_O;; Do I really need that?

I need to stop this madness.

Please don't go on strike. PLEASE. I want to learn about the Cold War! AHHHHH.