I tend to refrain from blogging when I'm happy, which makes me seem like a depressed ass person, so I'm going to blog now since I feel kind of happy.
Little was accomplished today, but I feel content since I finished chapter 41 of APUSH. Finally. After like THREE days. I can do better than that though. I will outline another chapter of something tomorrow.
I had this really twisted ass dream about my old modern world teacher, Mr. Worth. I wanted to blog about it when I woke up, but I read some shit when I woke up and got into a shitty ass mood. I pretty much forgot most of the details of theh dream, but know that it included Mr. Worth seducing one of my classmates, bathing with the supposed couple, and being rescued from a lake by Worth.
It was a really good dream though. Although it's kinda creepy since some would say that Worth was a pedophile, it was cool because Worth embodied everything that I imagined V to be. Worth is a supercool idealistic genius, so I think that's why I associated V with him.
I mentioned to Tyrone yesterday that I tend to like the idea of someone more than the actual person. That should tell you a lot about me; I'm less of a doer, more of a dreamer. But yeah I temporarily have a crush on a movie character haha. I think this creepy infatuation has to do with Julie London's song, "Cry Me a River." In the movie, V played that song every morning, and when I listen to that song, I can actually imagine myself there with my own idealized version of my ideal lover. It feels nice until I kind of snap out of it and realize that I'm pretty pathetic.
And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side. If I could have just one request, stay with me boy I confess all my only dreams.
Little was accomplished today, but I feel content since I finished chapter 41 of APUSH. Finally. After like THREE days. I can do better than that though. I will outline another chapter of something tomorrow.
I had this really twisted ass dream about my old modern world teacher, Mr. Worth. I wanted to blog about it when I woke up, but I read some shit when I woke up and got into a shitty ass mood. I pretty much forgot most of the details of theh dream, but know that it included Mr. Worth seducing one of my classmates, bathing with the supposed couple, and being rescued from a lake by Worth.
It was a really good dream though. Although it's kinda creepy since some would say that Worth was a pedophile, it was cool because Worth embodied everything that I imagined V to be. Worth is a supercool idealistic genius, so I think that's why I associated V with him.
I mentioned to Tyrone yesterday that I tend to like the idea of someone more than the actual person. That should tell you a lot about me; I'm less of a doer, more of a dreamer. But yeah I temporarily have a crush on a movie character haha. I think this creepy infatuation has to do with Julie London's song, "Cry Me a River." In the movie, V played that song every morning, and when I listen to that song, I can actually imagine myself there with my own idealized version of my ideal lover. It feels nice until I kind of snap out of it and realize that I'm pretty pathetic.
And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side. If I could have just one request, stay with me boy I confess all my only dreams.
2 Comments:
DUDE THAT SONG IS AWESOME. i was going to call you with the express intent of making you go online so i could send it to you. shit. im crazy haha you are so cool for liking that song omg. yeah, im crazy it's been on repeat all day
o dam, i beat you to it leslie, actually, she asked me to dl it and send it to her :P
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