I looked at this person's profile, and I was just shocked at what it said. I guess I unconciously label people, so it's really hard for me to believe that this person would say such serious and negative things. I sit next to him in reg, and I always just scream his name and mess with him, so I have a mental representation that this person is an easygoing, relatively happy-go-lucky kind of guy. His profile made some comments on bullshit. It just caught me off guard.
It made me think about how people probably label me. I think I will be forever associated with Chinese Club. Today was a food selling day, so when I was at the Physics day fundraising table, people automatically assumed I was selling buffalo wings for Chinese Club. I was just really upset by that. Am I known for nothing besides Chinese Club? I think I've made a big contribution to GSA, but I don't know acknowledged for that??! I designed last year's rainbow week flier. I made the GSA board. But do I really want to be labeled through GSA? I'd get nothing but dirty looks and raised eyebrows.
My mom asked me what club I went to on Wednesday today. I said GSA. She asked what it was. I said Gay-Straight Alliance. I had to say "gay" four times before they got the message. I think they were trying to deny it. haha. I dismissed the topic quickly and told them they wouldn't understand my motives. I hope they don't think I'm gay now. It would lead to many complications.
I seriously hate it when people say "sucks for you" to me. I got it TWICE today. o_O;; It's Lowell. Everyone complains, so just act neutral and give a sympathetic face. It's like if someone tells me that their mom died and I said oh sucks for you. It hurts either way.
I hella don't want to go to the Cindy Sheehan thing tomorrow. My math teacher is going to take us and I think it's because of him that I don't want to go. For the past few days, he's been practically preaching his political beliefs to the class and wasting our precious class time. He seems to assume that everyone in the class is either super liberal, or at least democratic and hates Bush. Come on, you're supposed to be a teacher. Be professional and at least try to be objective; don't tell us about the times you've been imprisoned for your political beliefs.
In APUSH last week, we watched Disney war propaganda cartoons. It was so funny! I want to watch the rest of it! There was also this documentary about Robert McNamara (sp?) and I want to finish watching that, too. As much as I hate tilting my head and twisting my neck to watch videos in Schwarz's class, those two video clips were so worth it.
The world doesn't fucking revolve around you.
It made me think about how people probably label me. I think I will be forever associated with Chinese Club. Today was a food selling day, so when I was at the Physics day fundraising table, people automatically assumed I was selling buffalo wings for Chinese Club. I was just really upset by that. Am I known for nothing besides Chinese Club? I think I've made a big contribution to GSA, but I don't know acknowledged for that??! I designed last year's rainbow week flier. I made the GSA board. But do I really want to be labeled through GSA? I'd get nothing but dirty looks and raised eyebrows.
My mom asked me what club I went to on Wednesday today. I said GSA. She asked what it was. I said Gay-Straight Alliance. I had to say "gay" four times before they got the message. I think they were trying to deny it. haha. I dismissed the topic quickly and told them they wouldn't understand my motives. I hope they don't think I'm gay now. It would lead to many complications.
I seriously hate it when people say "sucks for you" to me. I got it TWICE today. o_O;; It's Lowell. Everyone complains, so just act neutral and give a sympathetic face. It's like if someone tells me that their mom died and I said oh sucks for you. It hurts either way.
I hella don't want to go to the Cindy Sheehan thing tomorrow. My math teacher is going to take us and I think it's because of him that I don't want to go. For the past few days, he's been practically preaching his political beliefs to the class and wasting our precious class time. He seems to assume that everyone in the class is either super liberal, or at least democratic and hates Bush. Come on, you're supposed to be a teacher. Be professional and at least try to be objective; don't tell us about the times you've been imprisoned for your political beliefs.
In APUSH last week, we watched Disney war propaganda cartoons. It was so funny! I want to watch the rest of it! There was also this documentary about Robert McNamara (sp?) and I want to finish watching that, too. As much as I hate tilting my head and twisting my neck to watch videos in Schwarz's class, those two video clips were so worth it.
The world doesn't fucking revolve around you.
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haha jr. prom. loser. i usually check words i don't know when putting them in an entry instead of putting (sp?) after it. it makes me look smarter. and it's the 38th parallel.
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