I want to marry a white guy/ semi stream of conciousness.
It bothers me how I constantly think to myself, "damn I hope I marry a white guy" after I pass by some hot white guy out on the streets with deep set eyes and a "strong" jawbone. I always talk about how I want to marry a Chinese guy or a guy that can speak Chinese, which sort of narrows down the search for me without seeming too racist, but I never really even check out asian guys out on the street! (wtf. I don't even think seeming is a word, especially in that context. I'm just going to blame it on my tiredness even though I'm no that tired)
Is it because I'm Asian? I honestly don't think most Asians have any striking features worth doubling back to look at when I pass them out in the streets. Damn it. I need that jawbone and the deep set eyes. My mom will be so disappointed in the future.
I hate doing group projects. I'm mean when doing group projects. I was especially mean yesterday to my APUSH group members because I was tired and they didn't say anything to me. I don't like working with them anymore. Oh.. maybe I never did.
I'm tired again, but I feel that I should at least do physics homework.
I haven't opened a new pack of paper in a long ass time even though I've been without binderpaper for at least two weeks. Shocking?! I was always the person with a pack of binderpaper in my backpack! What happened to the paper?!
I really just want school to end. Post-AP lethargy? That's what Schwarz called it. OMG. Next year, it will be a million times worse. I'll only have ceramics and English as a non AP... :( :( :(
I realized that if I don't initiate, a lot of my friends and I wouldn't talk.
Kelley got me paperback copies of Angels and Demons & The Da Vinci Code. Miscommunication because I said I wanted them, but I already have the hardback versions. So I kept Angels and Demons and asked her to return the other book to save herself some money. Kelley is thoughtful. I love her. I hope we go to college together.
Okay I wasted almost an hour already. Physics time, baby.
Is it because I'm Asian? I honestly don't think most Asians have any striking features worth doubling back to look at when I pass them out in the streets. Damn it. I need that jawbone and the deep set eyes. My mom will be so disappointed in the future.
I hate doing group projects. I'm mean when doing group projects. I was especially mean yesterday to my APUSH group members because I was tired and they didn't say anything to me. I don't like working with them anymore. Oh.. maybe I never did.
I'm tired again, but I feel that I should at least do physics homework.
I haven't opened a new pack of paper in a long ass time even though I've been without binderpaper for at least two weeks. Shocking?! I was always the person with a pack of binderpaper in my backpack! What happened to the paper?!
I really just want school to end. Post-AP lethargy? That's what Schwarz called it. OMG. Next year, it will be a million times worse. I'll only have ceramics and English as a non AP... :( :( :(
I realized that if I don't initiate, a lot of my friends and I wouldn't talk.
Kelley got me paperback copies of Angels and Demons & The Da Vinci Code. Miscommunication because I said I wanted them, but I already have the hardback versions. So I kept Angels and Demons and asked her to return the other book to save herself some money. Kelley is thoughtful. I love her. I hope we go to college together.
Okay I wasted almost an hour already. Physics time, baby.
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