AP's are approaching, school is ending, and I just can't motivate myself to do any homework or study for any tests. I think the last time I actually studied for a test was my AP Gov't test before spring break. I got 96% on that test, so now I have no motivation to study for my final. The final is graded AP style and the percentages are as follows: 5 = +12%, 4 = + 5%, 3= nothing, 2 = -5%, 1 = -12% I think I can not study and still get a 3 and keep my A in the class, so why bother?!

Security doesn't make you feel safe, it just makes you feel complacent. I don't really care anymore. I want to care, but it takes too much effort to carry out the motions to show that I care... In other words, I don't want to study. I should be studying for Chinese at this very moment, but I'm here blogging about how I don't want to study. The sensible thing would be to go and study right now.

My cousins wedding was this past weekend and I have a blast hanging out and partying with my cousins over the weekend. I got pretty bad stomach aches from eating out so much, but damn it was worth it. Best Chinese banquet I've ever had, too!

I think it would be nice if I lived near my cousins and could hang out with them more.

Okay, I'll be sensible and study now.