I need some stream of consciousness therapy right about now.
Tonight was the first time since the beginning of break that I did not spend at least two hours talking on the phone. It was... kind of nice. wow -_- It's shit like this that makes me think that I don't really need to be in a relationship right about now, or that maybe I'm just not the right person for him right now. But then again, I also think that it's a good sign that I can live my own life without him. That's a better perspective probably. haha.
Yeah who am I kidding. He's really adorable! I can't leave that!
I've been eating a lot of junk food lately. Being home makes me lazy and I never really eat enough fiber when I go back to SF. Strange. I thought college students ate LESS healthy in college. It's the other way around for me.
Fiber is so important to me. So are regular bowel movements. He doesn't eat a lot of veggies... so I always ask him if he's constipated. How romantic is that? LOL
It's funny how people who eat more than me seem to poo less often. I guess I poo only a little bit every morning rather than a huge dump every couple of days. It's probably not better either way, but I like emptying my tank every day, ya feel? I just feel better when I start off my day empty. haha.
He's really fit though. I feel really self conscious. I think I need to go to the gym. But I'm so lazy and I want to enjoy my break! AHH. I like being in bed all the time. This is ridiculous why am I still up? I have work at 10 am!!!!!
Josh Groban is seriously so therapeutic! I like that I don't understand most of the crap he's saying because opera is usually in a romance language. I also started listening to Joshua Radin who is kind of just really mellow and catchy.
The other day, I had a small argument with him about Dr. Pepper and Root Beer. He thinks they taste the same, but HELLO? Totally different. I love Dr. Pepper but I do not like Root Beer because of the strong licorice-y taste. Silly.
I have a refill on my cough medicine with codine. SCORE BABY! I guess this year's disease wasn't as bad as the others since I still have a partial bottle left and a refill. hehehe.
Why is it that people spend so much during the holidays? I didn't even buy that many gifts! But I think in the process of searching for gifts for people, I also buy things for myself and that's where I get screwed.
I really want a new phone! Should I just get the Blackberry Curve? It has 5+ hours of continuous talk time! DAMN! It would be $100 upgrade, whereas getting the Palm TREO would be $200. I honestly prefer the spinning wheel in the middle of a Blackberry, but I am also hoping the Blackberry Bold will come out on Sprint. Sigh. I'm so materialistic.
Money is kind of always a touchy subject isn't it? It tears families apart. hah. Stupid.
I bought two dollar metal balls to fit into my earrings because I lost the balls that connect the two ends of my hoop earring together. $4 dude. WTF :( Sigh
If only my credit card bill updated instantaneously, then I would be able to better track my purchases.
OKAY GOODNIGHT.
Tonight was the first time since the beginning of break that I did not spend at least two hours talking on the phone. It was... kind of nice. wow -_- It's shit like this that makes me think that I don't really need to be in a relationship right about now, or that maybe I'm just not the right person for him right now. But then again, I also think that it's a good sign that I can live my own life without him. That's a better perspective probably. haha.
Yeah who am I kidding. He's really adorable! I can't leave that!
I've been eating a lot of junk food lately. Being home makes me lazy and I never really eat enough fiber when I go back to SF. Strange. I thought college students ate LESS healthy in college. It's the other way around for me.
Fiber is so important to me. So are regular bowel movements. He doesn't eat a lot of veggies... so I always ask him if he's constipated. How romantic is that? LOL
It's funny how people who eat more than me seem to poo less often. I guess I poo only a little bit every morning rather than a huge dump every couple of days. It's probably not better either way, but I like emptying my tank every day, ya feel? I just feel better when I start off my day empty. haha.
He's really fit though. I feel really self conscious. I think I need to go to the gym. But I'm so lazy and I want to enjoy my break! AHH. I like being in bed all the time. This is ridiculous why am I still up? I have work at 10 am!!!!!
Josh Groban is seriously so therapeutic! I like that I don't understand most of the crap he's saying because opera is usually in a romance language. I also started listening to Joshua Radin who is kind of just really mellow and catchy.
The other day, I had a small argument with him about Dr. Pepper and Root Beer. He thinks they taste the same, but HELLO? Totally different. I love Dr. Pepper but I do not like Root Beer because of the strong licorice-y taste. Silly.
I have a refill on my cough medicine with codine. SCORE BABY! I guess this year's disease wasn't as bad as the others since I still have a partial bottle left and a refill. hehehe.
Why is it that people spend so much during the holidays? I didn't even buy that many gifts! But I think in the process of searching for gifts for people, I also buy things for myself and that's where I get screwed.
I really want a new phone! Should I just get the Blackberry Curve? It has 5+ hours of continuous talk time! DAMN! It would be $100 upgrade, whereas getting the Palm TREO would be $200. I honestly prefer the spinning wheel in the middle of a Blackberry, but I am also hoping the Blackberry Bold will come out on Sprint. Sigh. I'm so materialistic.
Money is kind of always a touchy subject isn't it? It tears families apart. hah. Stupid.
I bought two dollar metal balls to fit into my earrings because I lost the balls that connect the two ends of my hoop earring together. $4 dude. WTF :( Sigh
If only my credit card bill updated instantaneously, then I would be able to better track my purchases.
OKAY GOODNIGHT.

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