To eLiZa
yah kno how before i never seemed like i had problems? its cuz i didnt want to drag pppl down wit me.. but now i cant even help it.. people draggin me down.. so i must take some of my own victims down... heh.. but i think i feel better.. but i'm still in the state of confusion.. i just dont understand why i am feeling the way that i do... gRr...and for rye... iono.. am i crazy over him? heh.. i think iam.. and i'm gonna be for a while... just hope i dun annoy the crap outta him... hehe...

To GaRy
i need to talk about my brothers!!! heh.. wtf is wrong wit me!! why does this problem come up all of a sudden! it dun make sense! buT yEh.. thAnkS fOR cARin.. it means alot to me.. whether u like it or not... ur my shrink.. sort of a temporary one.. for like emergencys or somethin... haha.. u kno u think bryans legs are seksy... haha you kno it! you pimp! hahahahahahahah

To AmAnDa
sorry i made u feel bad.. but i guess i just couldnt hold it in anymore... i'm glad to kno that u kno how i feel.. but not to be messed up or anything... nothing really helps... i juss gotta figure things out on my own.. dun worry about me...

MuCh LoVe To YoU tHReE.. u KnOw i'M thErE foR YoU wHeN uR iN NeEd! aNd i kNo uR ThErE fEr Me ToO..