Me and Evie had a convo about Lowell.. She said.. who wouldn't want to go to Lowell? Well.. I think I'm one of those people.. But I'm going to suck it up. I'll go. I'll sacrifice my social life and succeed in school.. Well at least I hope so. Man.. I'm not doing so great in school.. I said I would stop caring because the semester is over, but the truth is, I'm working harder than ever. I'm actually coming home to do my homework. I don't know what's gotten into me, but I want to work hard yet I'm not too concerned about my grades. I think I'm working hard for the sake of surviving at Lowell if I do get in. I just remembered that they are more selective by ethnicity now. That really sucks because Chinese.. Come on now. I hope I put myself as Viet.. >.< All of a sudden, I don't really want to go to school tomorrow..