I wonder why I didn't blog yesterday, but oh well.. I talked to zay again which i think is good for me cuz that guy always cheers me up. It's a gift, really. =) Oh well, I've been going through that thing where when I'm upset, I don't want to sleep it off.. I want to sleep late and just do nothing. I gotta start doing my homework soon. I hate this pessimistic time for me. When someone comes to me with something I just want to smack the crap outta them because I want to focus on me for once... But we all know I don't do that and deep down inside I want to help them, it's just that I'm not sure if I know what to do. Lately, I've been getting less than 6 hours of sleep.. I'm tired as hell but I don't want to sleep for some reason. I'm gonna knock myself out tonight..