Wednesday, March 10, 2004

I really love the idea of sleeping while everyone else is awake and being awake while the rest of the people around me are sleeping. It's so peaceful and.. I can't think of a word to describe it. Maybe serene? I don't know what's up with me, but dang I'm just a lot happier when I sleep during the day and wake up at night. It probably sounds mean, but I think my happiness comes from not talking to people. I've heard this a million times from various sources.. but it's so true. "I'm my own worse enemy." You can interpret that a million different ways. Mine are.. 1. I, myself, as a human cause pain to others even without trying. 2. I think, therefore I am I feel shitty. Only a few people would understand that.. but in Worth's class, he said that this person during the Rennaisance or was it the scientific revolution.. oh whatever. Anyway, some person justified human existance with that phrase. It means that if you are capable of even considering whether or not your existance is real, then you are real. Whoa, totally off track there. 3. I expect things in myself which are possible.. but the things I wish to achieve will probably do a lot of damage to my own body. stress, lack of sleep, passing out. woohoo. I'm just going to end this entry here because I completely forgot what I wanted to say.

And I brought back my favourite template. I'll edit and make improvements once I have time.

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