Random Thoughts as I woke up this morning
1) It's funny how people say to me, you're not gay, why should you care?
Answer, well it's like saying to a girl, you're not a guy why should care if guys have the same rights as you do. Also, how can people assume that I am not gay?! Well, I'm really straight, and I have moments where I feel like I need to uh let out my hormonal energy on guys or something along those lines. But it's funny how people can assume that you are something. It's like looking at every asian person and assuming that they speak their native language.
2) Finals are coming up, and people are stressing over it. I am partially one of those people, but the people who are really freaking out are the ones who never paid attention in class for the past semseter. What comes around goes around, and that did apply to me for Chinese and da Rosa. I deserve my grades however high or low they are.
3) When people think that their way is the ONLY way. It probably does seem that I am like that, but I really make the effort to see all sides of a story, then make a decision about how I feel about it. I like people like my friend Ann, who believes in so many things that the average kid does not believe, yet she still holds herself together and not yell the shit out of all these stupid people that are questioning why she does something.
4) I hate it when people put themselves down, because most of the time, you can tell that they just want someone to say, oh you're not that and that and that. I don't think I put myself down that much unless it's really true. For example, I am a stupid fucker who procrastinates too much and screws my self over when it comes to tests. That is all true, and they're all bad qualities about myself. :)
5) I really love my parents and I feel bad for every single time I've made them angry or sad. I regret every time I disrespected them. I'm starting to talk to my parents more since I have more time.
6) My family is the most important thing to me in the world even though they act like I am less important than say, their girl friends or something. That's okay now, because I know that when I'm in real trouble, they will come to my rescue and I would do the same for them.
7) I can't decide if I am pro choice or not. The more I think about it, the more I keep saying to myself, "you're never even giving that baby a chacne." But the other part of me is saying that it's not fair for you to bring a baby into such a crappy life when you don't have to let them feel poverty before they are even able to talk.
8) I don't like shopping with people that much anymore. It's funner with my mom because she will let me buy lots of stuff if shes there to pick it out with me. And its quality time with my mom. But oddly enough, my mom doesn't even like shopping. O_O what is up with that?! Has society caused me to conform to the stereotypical teengage girl who enjoys shopping so much that it becomes theraputic?!
9) When I have my FOUR kids, each and everyone of them will be brought up as to not look down upon others. EVER. They will accept people for who they are and be good people, because I just CANT CANT CANT have mean kids.
10) I really like water, but I've noticed that Alhambra water tastes soapy and plastic, and my regular tap water filtered by Brita tastes delicious. Now that I have my Nalgene bottle, I can drink loads and loads of water. woohoo :)
11) Chinese club will help me get to know people who can help me in school. And my brother said to me, everything you do at school should be for college. EVERYTHING. So, I am going to try to join more clubs and stuff like that. for COLLEGE.
Answer, well it's like saying to a girl, you're not a guy why should care if guys have the same rights as you do. Also, how can people assume that I am not gay?! Well, I'm really straight, and I have moments where I feel like I need to uh let out my hormonal energy on guys or something along those lines. But it's funny how people can assume that you are something. It's like looking at every asian person and assuming that they speak their native language.
2) Finals are coming up, and people are stressing over it. I am partially one of those people, but the people who are really freaking out are the ones who never paid attention in class for the past semseter. What comes around goes around, and that did apply to me for Chinese and da Rosa. I deserve my grades however high or low they are.
3) When people think that their way is the ONLY way. It probably does seem that I am like that, but I really make the effort to see all sides of a story, then make a decision about how I feel about it. I like people like my friend Ann, who believes in so many things that the average kid does not believe, yet she still holds herself together and not yell the shit out of all these stupid people that are questioning why she does something.
4) I hate it when people put themselves down, because most of the time, you can tell that they just want someone to say, oh you're not that and that and that. I don't think I put myself down that much unless it's really true. For example, I am a stupid fucker who procrastinates too much and screws my self over when it comes to tests. That is all true, and they're all bad qualities about myself. :)
5) I really love my parents and I feel bad for every single time I've made them angry or sad. I regret every time I disrespected them. I'm starting to talk to my parents more since I have more time.
6) My family is the most important thing to me in the world even though they act like I am less important than say, their girl friends or something. That's okay now, because I know that when I'm in real trouble, they will come to my rescue and I would do the same for them.
7) I can't decide if I am pro choice or not. The more I think about it, the more I keep saying to myself, "you're never even giving that baby a chacne." But the other part of me is saying that it's not fair for you to bring a baby into such a crappy life when you don't have to let them feel poverty before they are even able to talk.
8) I don't like shopping with people that much anymore. It's funner with my mom because she will let me buy lots of stuff if shes there to pick it out with me. And its quality time with my mom. But oddly enough, my mom doesn't even like shopping. O_O what is up with that?! Has society caused me to conform to the stereotypical teengage girl who enjoys shopping so much that it becomes theraputic?!
9) When I have my FOUR kids, each and everyone of them will be brought up as to not look down upon others. EVER. They will accept people for who they are and be good people, because I just CANT CANT CANT have mean kids.
10) I really like water, but I've noticed that Alhambra water tastes soapy and plastic, and my regular tap water filtered by Brita tastes delicious. Now that I have my Nalgene bottle, I can drink loads and loads of water. woohoo :)
11) Chinese club will help me get to know people who can help me in school. And my brother said to me, everything you do at school should be for college. EVERYTHING. So, I am going to try to join more clubs and stuff like that. for COLLEGE.
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