Today was the last day of CYC workers training workshop thing. I gotta say that it was pretty fun. The only time in the past 4 days that I had real people contact that brought me happiness. Our group beat Kuj's team for points. woohoo! :) Just to remember this experience, the names of my group members are: Kenny, Sandy, Kyle, Franky (ie)? Who knows.

One of my favorite comercials is the Veet bladless shaving thing. Like that guy blindfolds his gf and shaves her legs.. and after he's done, to show the smoothness of the girls legs, he rubs her leg against his cheek. If you read it, I guess it sounds creepy, but I really think it's cute. That is a clear example of that I want sooner rather than later.

I feel like I try really hard to talk to you, but you don't put in the same effort. I talk to you and probably annoy you because I can clearly see that our friendship is not what it used to be. I've always said that it you only give, things won't work out. And maybe someday, I'll get tired of not having the same effort in return. When or if that happens, I hope I can be strong enough to just push you out of my life.. because it's been two years of emotional hell. I just don't want it. People say that you just aren't compatible with some people. Some people say if it's meant to be, it will happen. What happens when you don't have enough patience to wait until it happens.