I try too hard to come up with intelligent topics to type about.
that's why I failed miserably.

I haven't felt like myself in a long time.

I've been thinking about the future. Relationships, marriage, kids, sex. But they all feel like such pointless topics.

I want to talk to someone interesting. Someone worldly. Someone that can entertain me while subtlely making me think long and hard about something that isn't self involved.