It really pisses me off when you give me direct answers. Your replies are emotionless and that makes me feel unworthy. You make me feel like I did something wrong. Yet you never tell me what the fuck is bothering you. You make me worry about you when you don't actually deserve it. I don't understand what kind of friendship we have. You don't know how I feel though because you never notice anything. You're pretty self-involved, but that's okay I probably am, too. But even though I drown myself in self-pity, I believe that you beat me in pity-competition. Stop being so damn emotional all the time. Don't wear your heart out on your sleeve. You go through so many "close" friends all the time. Does that fucking tell you something? You are incapable of keeping close relationships. Once people get to know you, they realize it's the SAME SHIT. After I realized you never try to solve your problems and instead just brood over your shit, I stopped giving you attention. Actually, I had better shit to do and more important people to deal with, and of course, our friendship delined. Why do I have to make the effort? Do you even know anything real about me? Our friendship was always about you. Do you ever take my well-being into consideration? NO. Remember last year when you fucked up? You went where no friend should- talking shit and getting caught. But somehow, the three of us let it slide and we're on decent terms now. When I think back to it, I get really angry. Things were never settled. I think what happened was that you realized you needed us. You needed us for emotional support. You needed us to pity you and give you attention. You needy bitch. Go suck it up and stop brooding. Your siblings were right that one time they told you off. You need to suck it up. You really piss me off sometimes.

The reason why I can never tell you these things is because you're different in person. You're such an ass online. That's why we don't talk. You just made me waste precious time typing up this shit.