After talking to my mom tonight, I really regret signing up for four AP classes. Come Monday, I'm going to hope that Dr. Yuan still has the course request sheets because I am definitely not taking AP Chinese. Although, it would be a waste wouldn't it? Ong asked me to skip to Chinese 8 this semester, but I declined because I wanted to learn everything before going to AP. Big mistake. You can tell that I'm still very indecisive about this. What makes other people think they can take four APs? My own mother, who sees first hand how stress is affecting my body, doesn't even think I can handle the stress, so maybe I should take that as a sign to do less.

I think I'll be able to handle AP Econ and AP Gov't, but I'm worried about AP Calc. I heard that Hoffman and Chan are teaching. O_o;; What the hell am I going to do? Momentary freaking out here.

Is it the outlining that is making my life miserable this year? Because by this point, outlining is just a mindless activity. Is it because it's time consuming? What part of this year is making it so hard and stressful? Is it my AP classes? I think it's math and physics. Why am I taking AP Calc then?

Okay at 3/24/06, 11:34 pm, I've decided to drop AP Chinese if I can.

goodnight