Three + years of high school, and I feel like I'm still the same stupid freshman I was when I started HS. My study habits have actually gotten worse, I'm more emotionall unstable, and I'm picked up a lot of OC behaviors.

I remember learning in Psych that OC behaviors develop after a few years of puberty. Especially for males, OCD develops in the beginning years of college around age 19 to 20.

My problem is that I can't sleep when there's noise. Thankgoodness I'm normally so exhausted that I fall sleep right when I hit the bed, or else I would have serious anxiety issues while trying to fall sleep in my bed. I've been trying to sleep earlier instead of going online or watching tv, so I'm in bed before 11 or 12 most nights. My stupid ass neighbors watch tv REALLY loudly at night and I just flip out when I'm laying there hearing all these murmers that I can't decipher. I was in bed by 10:45 last night, but I couldn't fall asleep until after 12. That's why I can never start an early day; I can't sleep early enough.

I have major concentration problems, too. Silence is golden, to quote those movie things.

eh. I'm just so tired of school.. everything. I'm not really unhappy, I'm just consistently miserable because my whole life feels so routine.