STUPID INCENSE
I've lived with my grandma all my life and I've been pretty much allergic to incense all my life, yet, my grandma has continued to burn incense every single day of my life. And now because she's old and forgetful, she does it TWICE a day, once in the morning when I'm not home, and once in the evening when I am home. Damn it, I'm so sick of that smell and the choking feeling I get every time I inhale in the presence of that damn shit that smells like cheap perfume.
I was sitting in the living room watching tv and rotting away, as usual, and I smell this nasty smell. It's mild, so I just ignore it and continue channel surfing. Then, my eyes start stinging for no reason and my breaths become more shallow. I think to myself What the hell is going on? Am I going into anaphalatic shock from... and then it hits me. I walk over to the alter and there's incense burning in front of every deity. WTF? It's 4:30 in the afternoon. IS SHE TRYING TO KILL ME. I stupidly take in a huge gulp of smokey incense-contaminated air and choke. My eyes fill with tears and I choke loudly, stumbling down the hall into my room where the air is still fresh and incense-free.
I feel like I'm going to pass out right now. I have that pounding headache I always get from incense and now I can't concentrate on anything.
Damn it. this is stupid. I'm so miserable. I can't even do anything about this ridiculous incense burning because.. WELL I JUST CAN'T. I couldn't all 17 years on earth, and that's not about to change now. Just... CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE THE FUCK OUT.
I was sitting in the living room watching tv and rotting away, as usual, and I smell this nasty smell. It's mild, so I just ignore it and continue channel surfing. Then, my eyes start stinging for no reason and my breaths become more shallow. I think to myself What the hell is going on? Am I going into anaphalatic shock from... and then it hits me. I walk over to the alter and there's incense burning in front of every deity. WTF? It's 4:30 in the afternoon. IS SHE TRYING TO KILL ME. I stupidly take in a huge gulp of smokey incense-contaminated air and choke. My eyes fill with tears and I choke loudly, stumbling down the hall into my room where the air is still fresh and incense-free.
I feel like I'm going to pass out right now. I have that pounding headache I always get from incense and now I can't concentrate on anything.
Damn it. this is stupid. I'm so miserable. I can't even do anything about this ridiculous incense burning because.. WELL I JUST CAN'T. I couldn't all 17 years on earth, and that's not about to change now. Just... CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE THE FUCK OUT.
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