Its just pissing me off that I'm so damn moody now. I mean dude, why can't I just NOT be moody before my period? Leslie annoyed the shit out of me today and I didnt even bother covering it up.

I don't know what it is i dont know. I dont know what to say to help alleviate my anger and sadness at the moment. the only way i can ever describe this feeilng is like i feel like my heart is at the pit of my stomach. everything was nice and good in the afternoon cuz i was having a pretty cool convo with gary. i know it only hurts me in the end.. but it made me happy. and he just stopped talking and then i was like oh.. okay.. in my head. i cant do hw now. every time im upset, my work gets affected. i wish it were possible to just stay constantly unhappy at least.. instead of have a taste of both worlds in one day..