I think everyone has a mild case of ADD
That includes me. However, my ADD seems to only appear when I have to prepare for a big exam/test/project for the next day. I wish I could go sit in a corner or something and force myself to study, but I just can't FREAKING SHIT. Maybe I should just sleep now and wake up to study later. That way, I can concentrate because no one is awake when I am awake.. Unhealthy way to live I, but the only way to ensure pure concentration.
I have decided that I will keep trying to get Long to see that male homosexuality is not wrong. It seems that he's the only person I want to convince.. I don't even know why. It might be because he's openly hating, and others are just too afraid to admit it to me. I give Long some props for that. And in a way, I think he should feel a little special, because, in a weird way, this is the way I show I care about someone. Still weary on what I mean? Think of it this way.. If I did not give a rats ass about someone, I wouldn't even bother talking smack about them, or even looking at them. The idea is to not waste your energy on something you don't care about. So this leads to my point; I guess I care about Long to some degree because I want him to "change his ways" or maybe "see the light," whatever crap like that.
Have you ever been so convinced that you are right about something? Well if you have, maybe you would understand why I think that homophobic people are so wrong. But has it ever occured to you that there really is no right or wrong in life? Everything we base our beliefs on are piled on top of each other. And one idea is based on another idea, which leads back to one main idea that someone could have very well made up when they were bored a long time ago. Math, it is strictly theoretical. Humans made it up, and built more theorems and laws on top of those theories. wEe.. mind drifting already.
I have decided that I will keep trying to get Long to see that male homosexuality is not wrong. It seems that he's the only person I want to convince.. I don't even know why. It might be because he's openly hating, and others are just too afraid to admit it to me. I give Long some props for that. And in a way, I think he should feel a little special, because, in a weird way, this is the way I show I care about someone. Still weary on what I mean? Think of it this way.. If I did not give a rats ass about someone, I wouldn't even bother talking smack about them, or even looking at them. The idea is to not waste your energy on something you don't care about. So this leads to my point; I guess I care about Long to some degree because I want him to "change his ways" or maybe "see the light," whatever crap like that.
Have you ever been so convinced that you are right about something? Well if you have, maybe you would understand why I think that homophobic people are so wrong. But has it ever occured to you that there really is no right or wrong in life? Everything we base our beliefs on are piled on top of each other. And one idea is based on another idea, which leads back to one main idea that someone could have very well made up when they were bored a long time ago. Math, it is strictly theoretical. Humans made it up, and built more theorems and laws on top of those theories. wEe.. mind drifting already.
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