Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Pessimism

It just kind of occured to me that my outlook on life is very pessimistic. I I'm always very relunctant to believe it when someone says they're in love, I don't believe any of the highschool relationships around me will last, and I don't believe I'll remember even ten of the new people I've met or will meet during highschool.

I have, however, learned to how to value my friendships more. I keep running into incidents where I think I've bridged some sort of new unbreakable friendship, but more often than not, that so called friendship, probably exaggerated in my head in the first place, was just a temporary euphoric feeling. The people that have been there, more likely than not, will always be there as long as I call.

Things that temporarily make you feel great are always transient.

I'm just incredibly bitter right now. When others are happy, I get jealous.

Adam Lee, did you see what time it was?! haha. That was pure hating

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

"I always very reluctant to believe it"
"learned to how to"
:D follow the rules and be a fool and go to school where you'll learn to drool a pool of gruel. my rhymes are sick. duh.

5:03 PM, October 11, 2005  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

why am i the only one that comments? i feel like a loser. but probably not as much as you do. :D

11:29 PM, October 11, 2005  
Blogger John Kim said...

no i read it too. but i don't comment. maybe i should.

the last statement, you sir are not the only one

12:13 AM, October 12, 2005  

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