What the hell is up with my low emotional stability? It's lower than everyone else's.
I guess the mood your in also affects how you take a test eh?
11 pages of outlining left. I don't even feel like doing it.
Everything is a mess right now.
I obviously can't handle the courses I requested for next year. I'm going to pay a visit to my counselor tomorrow. Actually, I'm going to talk to Ms. Ong first, and then see where I should go from there.
I get angry so so SO easily now it's not even cool.
I'm a monster.
I don't have the right to act this way. Locus of control damn it! EXTERNAL LOCUS OF CONTROL! I can't even do anything about this.
MAKE IT GO AWAY.
WHY AM I SO CRITICAL?
WHY DO I TAKE OFFENSE TO EVERYTHING?
I WASN'T LIKE THIS BEFORE.
CAN PUBERTY REALLY HAVE THIS MUCH OF AN EFFECT ON SOMEONE?
PERSONALITY DOES CHANGE
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I think just about anything can make me cry.
I hate how I can't afford to slip.
I don't know if I can control my anger. I want to learn how to. TEACH ME. This is getting too out of control.
I guess the mood your in also affects how you take a test eh?
11 pages of outlining left. I don't even feel like doing it.
Everything is a mess right now.
I obviously can't handle the courses I requested for next year. I'm going to pay a visit to my counselor tomorrow. Actually, I'm going to talk to Ms. Ong first, and then see where I should go from there.
I get angry so so SO easily now it's not even cool.
I'm a monster.
I don't have the right to act this way. Locus of control damn it! EXTERNAL LOCUS OF CONTROL! I can't even do anything about this.
MAKE IT GO AWAY.
WHY AM I SO CRITICAL?
WHY DO I TAKE OFFENSE TO EVERYTHING?
I WASN'T LIKE THIS BEFORE.
CAN PUBERTY REALLY HAVE THIS MUCH OF AN EFFECT ON SOMEONE?
PERSONALITY DOES CHANGE
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I think just about anything can make me cry.
I hate how I can't afford to slip.
I don't know if I can control my anger. I want to learn how to. TEACH ME. This is getting too out of control.
2 Comments:
you made it through the night, anna! i didnt even finish outlining. & i skipped like 15 questions. yeup i failed. but i was up until like 4 so i really did try. i guess my sickness just really wanted me to fail. aiyaah. 4 day weekend though! = anna bday = less stress = happier anna. hopefully i'll see you tomorrow with a big thing of japchae & more korean treats. see ya!
puberty..don't even get me started. deepening of the voice. hairy testicles. gosh. what a nightmare. i kind of feel sorry for tony since he just went through it like a week ago.
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