Shit, it's another one of THESE weeks. Whenever you see me up in the middle of the night, you can sure as hell bet that things are going to the crapper with school.
I'm starting to doubt whether or not I can keep up my gpa before this year devours me and ruins me like it has for many people.
I came back from Spring Break more tired than I would have from a regular week. It seems that everyone was able to get through just as much outlining as me, yet I feel like none of it was worth those damn hours I slaved to do them. Unfortunately for me, that was the last of my APUSH outlines and I can no longer make myself feel better by futher improving in efficiency in my future outlines. It's crazy, but I'm going to miss APUSH outlines and the moments of hysteria I went through when outlining Bailey in the middle of the night. Then again, I won't because there's not enough time for nonsense like that.
Who the fuck said that Precalc two was easier? Because it's not. I think it's actually the hardest math class I've had at Lowell, but it may just be because of my straight-up shitty ass teacher. At times, I hate the self-scheduling system because I know I trapped myself into this mess by picking my own classes. There's nothing worse than knowing that you can only blame yourself.
Seriously, no Chinese Club next year. Oh crap, I need letters of rec, so I DO need to keep up with my club shit. GOD. I'm so sick of the club-acitivities induced stress. I wonder if they'll remember what we're doing at club with week without reminders. I won't be there anyhow.
I'm such a freak about noise when I sleep. Why are the walls so thin?! WTF When I get older, I'm going to try to get sound proof doors in my house. I'm also going to add another wooden layer on my walls to keep noise from coming through the opposite side of the wall. gARrrrgh. Last night, my downstairs neighbor was watching TV and it was so damn loud that I couldn't sleep for an hour. But to make it worse, my parent's LOUD ASS fucking friend came over and was probably lecturing my parents or some shit. I hate how they can't just kick them the fuck out of the house and let me sleep. Thus, I wasted two hours trying to sleep, and the consequences were/are not pretty.
I should be studying for my extra credit FRQ right now, but I'm too angry and swamped to. People can do homework for you, but they can't study for you, and that pisses me off so much. I can do the damn homework, but studying is so endless that I never have the motivation to. If I actually studied for all my classes, they would be so easy. Why did I sign up for three APs again? Maybe I should make another trip to my counselor...
I'm starting to doubt whether or not I can keep up my gpa before this year devours me and ruins me like it has for many people.
I came back from Spring Break more tired than I would have from a regular week. It seems that everyone was able to get through just as much outlining as me, yet I feel like none of it was worth those damn hours I slaved to do them. Unfortunately for me, that was the last of my APUSH outlines and I can no longer make myself feel better by futher improving in efficiency in my future outlines. It's crazy, but I'm going to miss APUSH outlines and the moments of hysteria I went through when outlining Bailey in the middle of the night. Then again, I won't because there's not enough time for nonsense like that.
Who the fuck said that Precalc two was easier? Because it's not. I think it's actually the hardest math class I've had at Lowell, but it may just be because of my straight-up shitty ass teacher. At times, I hate the self-scheduling system because I know I trapped myself into this mess by picking my own classes. There's nothing worse than knowing that you can only blame yourself.
Seriously, no Chinese Club next year. Oh crap, I need letters of rec, so I DO need to keep up with my club shit. GOD. I'm so sick of the club-acitivities induced stress. I wonder if they'll remember what we're doing at club with week without reminders. I won't be there anyhow.
I'm such a freak about noise when I sleep. Why are the walls so thin?! WTF When I get older, I'm going to try to get sound proof doors in my house. I'm also going to add another wooden layer on my walls to keep noise from coming through the opposite side of the wall. gARrrrgh. Last night, my downstairs neighbor was watching TV and it was so damn loud that I couldn't sleep for an hour. But to make it worse, my parent's LOUD ASS fucking friend came over and was probably lecturing my parents or some shit. I hate how they can't just kick them the fuck out of the house and let me sleep. Thus, I wasted two hours trying to sleep, and the consequences were/are not pretty.
I should be studying for my extra credit FRQ right now, but I'm too angry and swamped to. People can do homework for you, but they can't study for you, and that pisses me off so much. I can do the damn homework, but studying is so endless that I never have the motivation to. If I actually studied for all my classes, they would be so easy. Why did I sign up for three APs again? Maybe I should make another trip to my counselor...
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