It really bothers me that whenever I look at a white male, I think "wow... he has such nice features.. his eyebrow ridge is perfect, his high cheek bones... <3 <3" because I feel so brainwashed to think that white people are beautiful.

Even with asian actors, I don't automatically gawk at them or say that they're handsome because they really aren't that attractive in comparison to white guys. Most of the time, asian people are just "cute" or "good looking," but never really hott or handsome.

Am I the only one who feels this way? I feel really bad for not... iono? having more pride in my asian roots by liking asian guys.