I woke up this morning and realized that I have accumulated a lot of crap since high school. There's a pile of magazines from more than 4 years ago in my closet on a shelf so high that I will never read them again. At that very moment, I realized that I need to throw away most of the school work and most of the letters and cards I received in the past, because I probably won't look at them again. Well maybe not the cards.

God. Seriously. Life is just filled with so much crap. I really feel like I need to throw away so much of my past as sort of a cleansing ritual. I want so badly for things in my life to turn around. Sure it's not that bad if you compare it to the people in Myanmar and Sichuan, but it's not exactly ideal either.

LIFE: stop shitting on me. I deserve a break. Thanks.