honestly eliza.. ur in over your head.. in a way.. i dunno how to explain it.. but for real.. its too much for you.. and we're worried.. and dont say i dont want you guys to worry about me cuz no matter what.. we will.. i'm sorry.. but i just think hes a unreasonable b33ch.. i just dont see what you see in him.. but what i do know.. is that you care for him so deeply.. and i'm happy that you found someone that you care for so much.. dun worry about me.. just deal with your problems first...