Hugs

Have you ever had one of those days.. where you just wanted a big fat hug from someone? I find hugs to be really comforting, if you kind of fit into that person's arms. I swear the best hug I've ever gotten was from Andrew Suvu. He's a lot bigger than me like wider AND taller because, you know, he's a football and baseball player. But I just fit so perfectly into him.. It sounds weird I guess, but it was just really nice and comforting. Especially since he smells AMAZING and I was just sniffing him the whole time. And most importantly.. he was the person I was with after the dinner dance was over. Just being around him made me feel safe.. in a way. And like.. I don't even know if I was imagining it or not, but I swear I was like holding his hand. And it was just like one of the best feelings in the world. It was just so fit for the moment. Another good hug was from Scott. He actually like hugs back you know? Like some guys they just kinda like yeah put their arms around you but they don't squeeze. So yeah Scott is a good hugger. I danced with him for the last song at dinner dance and I just didn't let go. I started like crying or whatever and he gave me a little squeeze and it was just NICE. Again, it was really comforting... damn I miss those days.

AND.. I have a question. BETTY! What the hell happened to your site?! It's been down since FOREVER!! Feels weird not reading what's going on in your life. -____- Please come back!!