Secret longing..
Imagine this scenerio..
A random rainy day and you don’t have an umbrella or a jacket. In fact, all you’re wearing is a tee shirt over a shirt. You have to take the bus home today too. You walk through the doors leaving school and towards the bus stop; you see the rain pouring down as you take a look around. As you run out the door into the rain, you see your.. significant other, I guess, waiting for you with a bouquet of five calla lilies tied together with a lavender cloth ribbon and a big umbrella. All you hear is the raining beating down on the umbrella as you both walk in silence, but with smug grins on each of your faces. You two stand there holding each other, exchanging only a few words. The bus finally comes; he hands you the umbrella to take with you so you do not get went on your walk from the bus stop to your house. You get a seat, and look out through the window. He is running back up to the school getting soaked by the rain. As the bus slowly pulls away from the stop, his blurry silhouette gets smaller and smaller until you cannot see him any longer.
Every once in a while, I go through a few days where I don't touch the computer and all I seem to do is lay around watching television. It really feels nice, but then I have to get back to reality and start doing homework or something like that. I'm really just not in the mood to study, or do anything of the sort. All I want to do is watch tv and sleep. There's 27 days before school ends, and I absolutely cannot wait. Summer means I don't have to be at LowHELL for about three months. Wait it's actually less, but it's still better than nothing right?
I really don't know how to feel about anything anymore. I'm about to graduate from Chinese school on June 5th.. Which means I'm leaving three great buddies who make my saturdays full of laughter. Kim especially.. I think I met her wayy back in 3rd grade and we've been friends since I stole her other friend's seat in class. Muhahaha. :D Now, we talk, laugh, eat, and just complain about everything in our lives. And you know why it's so easy? We see each other once a week, so we don't get tired of each other, and we're both loud and obnoxious to people, so we understand how well yeah we just understand. I'm really going to miss her.. Ehh just thinking about it makes me feel like how I felt after graduation at PMS.
Another thing that makes me want to pull my hair out is that Friends is going to end.. This Thursday is the two hour finale of the entire show. Ahhhas;lfdjaslkfjaf. Man, I really don't think anyone would understand how much I need that show. I constantly watch it, and I never get tired of it. I depend on it to keep me from getting into a super deep hole, which I would not be able to crawl out, if i didn't have that show.
If you love me, you'll get me all 10 seasons of Friends when it comes out.
A random rainy day and you don’t have an umbrella or a jacket. In fact, all you’re wearing is a tee shirt over a shirt. You have to take the bus home today too. You walk through the doors leaving school and towards the bus stop; you see the rain pouring down as you take a look around. As you run out the door into the rain, you see your.. significant other, I guess, waiting for you with a bouquet of five calla lilies tied together with a lavender cloth ribbon and a big umbrella. All you hear is the raining beating down on the umbrella as you both walk in silence, but with smug grins on each of your faces. You two stand there holding each other, exchanging only a few words. The bus finally comes; he hands you the umbrella to take with you so you do not get went on your walk from the bus stop to your house. You get a seat, and look out through the window. He is running back up to the school getting soaked by the rain. As the bus slowly pulls away from the stop, his blurry silhouette gets smaller and smaller until you cannot see him any longer.
Every once in a while, I go through a few days where I don't touch the computer and all I seem to do is lay around watching television. It really feels nice, but then I have to get back to reality and start doing homework or something like that. I'm really just not in the mood to study, or do anything of the sort. All I want to do is watch tv and sleep. There's 27 days before school ends, and I absolutely cannot wait. Summer means I don't have to be at LowHELL for about three months. Wait it's actually less, but it's still better than nothing right?
I really don't know how to feel about anything anymore. I'm about to graduate from Chinese school on June 5th.. Which means I'm leaving three great buddies who make my saturdays full of laughter. Kim especially.. I think I met her wayy back in 3rd grade and we've been friends since I stole her other friend's seat in class. Muhahaha. :D Now, we talk, laugh, eat, and just complain about everything in our lives. And you know why it's so easy? We see each other once a week, so we don't get tired of each other, and we're both loud and obnoxious to people, so we understand how well yeah we just understand. I'm really going to miss her.. Ehh just thinking about it makes me feel like how I felt after graduation at PMS.
Another thing that makes me want to pull my hair out is that Friends is going to end.. This Thursday is the two hour finale of the entire show. Ahhhas;lfdjaslkfjaf. Man, I really don't think anyone would understand how much I need that show. I constantly watch it, and I never get tired of it. I depend on it to keep me from getting into a super deep hole, which I would not be able to crawl out, if i didn't have that show.
If you love me, you'll get me all 10 seasons of Friends when it comes out.
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